shame....shameless...shameful

Out of control she was
In control she thought
Losing control resulted
Out of control she is
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Run away little girl
The worst has happened
There is no way to change
No way to break it
Locked in your cocoon
You can still break out
No way to break out
But you can still break out
Run away little girl

The rules have changed
All the time engaged
There was no honesty
There only was modesty
Do I run away?
Run away little girl
Nothing left for you here
Run away, run away!

A mile in her shoes....

Been trying to understand for years now, why you do the things you do, and why or how you walk the way you do......and then I figured if I put on your shoes maybe I'll find out....So i did walk in your shoes for a few days.... what an experience I had:)...

When I put my feet into your shoes before even starting to walk in them, I noticed how different they felt from the shoes I've worn before...They were comfortable but yet  a little itchy....

Then I started to walk in them, I could see how you could wear them everyday, you can run, jump or dance with them....

What got me is how much itchy they felt when I stopped moving while wearing them...then I understood why you always feel the need to be on the move all the time, because it is comfortable for you that way...

But then I decided to take a different route.... a walk on a pile of thorn and I suddenly felt the need to walk slowly and quietly...

You dwell on your pain and you keep it to yourself.....I kept on walking

Then I heard a joke which would have made a room full of people crack with laughter including me but I didn't, instead in your shoes my toes felt all tingly and I only giggled....you smile with your eyes always, it felt beautiful and pleasing in your shoes....

As I carried on with my journey towards the end of the mile, I ran into a crowd of people and I couldn't move almost as if I was paralysed.......too much of anything is just too much for you....

I decided to take a stroll on the tar road, however it was not much of a stroll because Iwalked so fast like I couldn't wait to get out of it, I couldn't help but notice how much it felt like I was walking on flames....I guess easy smooth ways of living are not your style...

At the end I walked on the gravel, and that was where I wanted to walk so slowly and harmoniously, not because it pained me but because I wanted to savour the last of that mile, no matter how bumpy or dusty it was....I did it because it felt so great and satisfying in your shoes..........And then I thought, challenges are the things that define you the best.

Hidden Meaning

The sight of what’s attractive creates the thought to dwell on it

The thought to dwell brings the sense of wonder

The sense of wonder gives the courage to discover

The courage to discover creates a path to an adventure

An adventure opens doors to a new world

A new world brings new experiences

The experiences creates new perspective                                

New perspective is maturity of the mind.

The desire to meet is the desire for what’s new

The desire for what’s new is the desire to like

The desire to like is the desire to protect

The desire to protect is the desire to care for

The desire to care for is the desire to love

The desire to love is hoping to understand

Hoping to understand is the desire to control.

Desiring to know why is the courage to step forward

The courage to step forward is courage to talk

The courage to talk is the ability to influence

The ability to influence is the opportunity to being understood

The opportunity to being understood is the chance to be respected

Chance to being respected is the courage to stand tall

Courage to stand tall is the ability to be assertive

Ability to be assertive is losing being aggressive

Losing being aggressive is being fair.        

One way to define life

Most often we are told that it shouldn't and does not matter what people think of us. But all the time time it always seems to matter what everyone thinks of us, and everyday we try to do what the others might consider to be the right thing so that we can live our lives in peace and without any turmoils. Which is where exactly the peace is lost, at that point we consider that the goodwill of life is when we try and do best and to please others all the time because whoever said that life is what happens between people had a good point. A point of which may seem to imply that if one has a terrible relationship with the other person then one might consider their life to be a terrible one, is that right?....Honestly I don't know, but what I do know is that I often find myself doing my best to avoid some relationships with people, not because I'm a relationship hater but because I'm so afraid of what the other person's relationship might do to who I am or who I'm trying to be, the best person I can be....It is of course not true, but these are just my thoughts. Someone did tell me though that at the end of the day we are all trying to figure out who we are?, What brings out the best in us or the worst? Because sometimes we never know if one person brings out the best or the worst within until it is too late...