Wednesday, 8 May 2013

'Oh how I hate crying'

All I wanted was a friend
I did not want you to control me
I did not want you to use me
I gave you my heart
I let you into my life
What a fool I was
All I wanted was a friend
You told me not to waste your time
You told me I talk nonsense
You told me to give you what you want
You called me a bitch
You said I'm not the nice one
I'm not the nice one

    All I wanted was a friend                                                                     


All I got was not a friend
All I got was a list of demands
All I got was a set of rules
All I got was not an apology
All I got was a broken heart
All I wanted was a friend
And all I think about is cold
All I think about is the pain
All I think about is when you said 'will be done with you'
All I think about is I cannot befriend myself
All I think about is to let you go
All I wanted was a friend
All you wanted was what you wanted
All you wanted was what you demanded
All you wanted was what pleased only you
All you wanted was what worked for you
All you wanted was just to pass time
All you wanted was to get better at your job
All you wanted was to better yourself
All you wanted was to help yourself
All you wanted was not me
And All I wanted was a friend
All I have is not a friend
All I have is not making me smile
All I have is breaking my heart
All I have is not what I wanted
All I have is not you
All I wanted was a friend
And now...
All I want to do is scream in tears
And All I can think of is '...oh how I hate crying..'

5 comments:

  1. Good to see you write after so long!
    Nicely written! :)

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    1. Thank you, it's been quite crazy this side. How are you?

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    2. I'm fine. Keep writing! :)

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    3. Never stopping this time I promise. You should do the same, your writing is beautiful:)

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