....about where it all went wrong!

How is it that I wake up to a sunny day,
The trees next to my windows are slowly dancing back and forth,
The sun rises and shines as the rays pierce through the window,
Sending the surge of warmth right across the room,
The smell of the warmth wakes me right up to a brand new day,
What a beautiful day it was to be,
I was up and alive.....

Hours later I laid awake in my bed,
Listening to the sound of my voice as it tore across the room,
My throat was slowly thickening,
I found myself gasping for air,
Breathing in and out every second,
It was as if the trees had abandoned me and left me airless
I hung on tightly to my duvet as I felt like the world was spinning
The pillow I slept on was wet with tears that were falling nonstop
As I was thinking to myself  about where it all went wrong!